my love story

Mai apni life ke baare mei sab kuch likhna chahta hu taaki mujhe pta rhe ki maine apni life mei kya kya galti kari hai jinhe mai sudharna chahta hu so let's start my love story ap soch rhe honge maine apni khani ko love story kyu kaha hai kyuki meri life mei aisay bhut se log hai jinhone mujhe bhut pyar kiya aur yeh jururi nahi hai ki woh sab girl friend se related ho humse bhut log pyar karte hai jaise hamare parents hamare relatives isliye maine apni story ko love story kha hai aur yeh story sabke liye hai koi bacha ya koi parents ho ya koi bhi so hum starts karte hai mere bachpan se mujhe yad hai jb mai bhut chota tha mujhe meri mum bhut pyar karti thi aur aj bhi karti hai aur hamesha karti rahegi. ek maa hi hoti hai jo hamari life mei hume sabse jyada pyar deti hai. hamari mum itna dard sehkar hume is duniya mei laati hai shayad isliye woh hame itna pyar karti hai, jitna hame ees duniya mei koi nai kar sakta. maa ka bacha jaisa bhi ho woh uska ladla hota hai chahe woh shaitani jyada kare tab bhi maa jb apne bache par haath uthati hai to use hamse jyada dard hota hai kyuki dil ka dard sharir ke dard se bhut bada hota hai yeh baat hume tb samjh nai aati jab hum chote hote hai jab hamare samne aata hai tb hi samjh aata hai. maa ke baare mei jitna bhi kaho kum hai kyuki woh hame janam deti hai. hame lagata hai ek aadmi ghar ko samhalta hai to woh bhut bada kaam karta hai par jo maa karti hai woh koi nai kar sakta koi bhi aurat kisi admi se kam nai hoti balki ek kadam jyada hoti hai, ap agar soch rahe ho ki ap bur ho rahe ho to ap yeh baate mat pado par jo baate mai likh raha hu woh kabhi na kabhi kisi na kisi ke liye kaam jarur aayegi. Maa hamare liye sab kuch sehti hai, agar maa dukhi bhi hogi aur ap kisi baat par khush ho rhe honge to woh hamari khushi mei shaamil ho jaati hai woh apna dukh bhula deti hai lekin tab bhi woh dukh dil ke kisi kone mei jarur hota hai jise hamari maa hume nai dikhana chati aur agar hum dukhi hote hai to woh hamse bhi jyadda dukhi ho jati hai isliye ees duniya mei maa ki jagah koi nai le sakta yeh to hui maa kai baat ab mai apko apne baare mei batata hu ki mai kaisa insaan hu mai ek simple sa boy hu jise koi fashion karna nahi aata mujhe simple rehna hi pasand hai aur mai jaisa hu waisa hi rahunga par maine kabhi yeh socha nahi tha ki meri simplicity meri dushman ban jayegi aage meri story mei pata chal jayega kaise. ab mai apko apne school time mei le jata hu mujhe yaad hai mai bhut hi nalayak student tha mai hamesha kuch na kuch sochta rehta tha mera mann padai mei bilkul nahi lagta tha par mujhe aaj ek baat samjh aa gai hai ki jururi nahi hai ki jo bacha nalayak ho woh kabhi kuch nahi kar sakta, woh waisa sab kar sakta hai jo class ke toppers karte hai mai bal mandir public school mei padta tha waha jitne bhi nalayak bache hote hai un par bilkul bhi dhyan nahi diya jata tha agar koi galti se acha faculty aa jaya to thoda dhayan nalayko ki taraf chal jata tha, mujhe hamesha se yehi lagta tha ki mai kuch nahi kar sakta par mai galat sochta tha aaj bhi mai koi buhut bada aadmi nahi ban gaya hu par mera kuch lakshya jarur ban gaya hai aur usi ko pura karne ki koshish mei laga hu ha to mai keh raha tha ki nalayak bacha kuch nahi kar sakta yeh bilkul galat hai, har insaan ko apna ek aim banana chahiye tabhi woh success ho sakta hai, jin schools mei aisa hota hai ki jo toppers hai unhe hamesha apne faculty ki taraf se acha reply milta hai par nalayak ko nai milta yeh jin school mei hota hai galat hota hai mai jab tak bal mandir public school mei padta rha bilkul nalayak tha aur haar karke mai 9th class mei fail ho gaya phir meri mum ne mujhe 10th class private se karwai usme bhi mai ek school mei jata tha waha par jo nahi padta tha use sirf mara jata tha mai waha par bhi bhut pita hu waha par dande se haath par mara jata tha maine kisi tarah 10th class pass karli par yeh kehna bilkul galat hoga ki maine maar khane ki wajah se pass hua hu kyuki pre-board exam tak fail hota rha par board ke exam mujhe itne easy lage mujhe khud nahi pata chala mai pass ho gaya mai yeh nahi kehna chata ki mai bina pade pass hua hu ha maine thodi si padai kari thi jiski wajah se mai pass ho gaya tha phir meri mum ne mujhe 11th class mei addmission karaya mai laxmi public school mei chala gaya woh school meri life ka buhut yaadgaar time tha jab mai shuru shuru mei gaya to mera mann buhut roya par phir dhere dhere mujhe dost mile aur mujhe mili ek mam jinka naam vakul tyagi tha, unhone meri puri life badal daali woh aaj ees duniya mei nahi hai par woh jo mere liye karke gayi hai woh koi nahi kar sakta unhone mujhe jiwan ki sacchai batai woh mujhe buhut achi lagti hai mai unhe bilkul apni sister ki tarah samjhta hu, woh mujhe computer science padati thi aur aaj agar mai computer field mei kuch karna chahta hu to unhi ki wajah se woh aisi mam thi jinhone kabhi nalayak student ko nalayak nahi kaha, woh hamesha pyar se samjhati thi, aur kabhi kabhi marti bhi thi par unhone kabhi kisi ko yeh nahi kaha ki ap kuch nahi kar sakte balki unka manna to yeh tha ki intelligent bacho ko to koi bhi pass kara sakta hai asli faculty wahi hota hai jo kisi nalayak bache ko pass karwa de isi baat ke liye mai unhe buhut pasand karta tha aur us school mei ek ladki thi jo mujhe buhut pasand thi woh meri achi dost bhi thi par usne kabhi mujhe seriously nahi liya meri vakul mam ko apne aap pata chal gaya ki mai us ladki ko pasand karta hu mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai jab us ladki ka project kharab ho gya tha to maine use naya project banakar diya tha , tab vakul mam ko bhut gussa aaya tha ki mai kisi ladki ke liye itna kyu kar rha hu meri mam ne mujhe kaha ki mai itna acha hu ki mujhe usse bhi achi ladki mil sakti hai aur jo mili bhi lekin tb mujhe wahi ladki pasand thi aur jis wajah se mai 12th class mei fail hone wala tha mai sirf computer science mei paas hota tha tab meri mam ne mujhe kaha ki agar mai fail ho gaya to woh mujhse baat nahi karegi tab achanak mujhe patani kya hua maine padna shuru kar diya exam ko bs ek mahina bacha tha mam mujhe bhut samjhati thi ki mujhe kausa kaam kaise karna hai n finally mai board ke exam mei 12th class mei pass ho gaya meri vakul mam buhut khush hui aur unhone mujhe ek aim de diya maine apna dhayan computer mei laga diya phir thode din baad khabar mili ki unki death ho gayi mujhe buhut buhut jyada dukh hua par kisi tarah maine apne ap ko samhala par mai buhut roya tha phir jis ladki ko mai pasand karta tha usse puchta rehta tha lekin uska jawab hamesha naa hota tha woh kehti thi ki baad mei dekh lenge, phir maine BCA mei admission liya waha 3 sem tak life thik si chal rhi thi par itna maja nahi tha tab mai apne institute mei basic ka subject padane laga aur ha sorry to interrupt but mai apne papa ke baare mei kuch nahi bataya mere papa buhut ache hai bas gussa thoda jyada aata hai par mai janta hu unhone buhut mehnat kari hai mere papa ko maine bachpan mei sirf kaam karte dekha hai jab hamare dada ji ne ghar se nikala tha to mere papa ke paas kuch nahi tha unhone yaha tak kha meri mum ko ki hum sab mar jaate hai par meri mum ne unhe samjhaya ki koi bt nahi acha time jarur aayega phir mere papa ne dhere dhere kaam shuru kiya unhone mehnat kari maine apne papa se sikha hai ki mehnat kari jaye to kya nai kar sakte mere papa ko bahut bade kaam mile jisse papa ne ghar banaya jagran karaya muruti 800 bhi li phir papa ka kaam phir se dhila pad gaya plz ap bura mat manna par mujhe apne papa ke baare mei batana hai phir mere papa ne share market mei paisa lagaya mere papa ka dimag buhut tez hai woh 16 saal ki umar se kaam kar rahe hai aj unhe har chez ka chahe woh business ho ya share market unhe har chez ki achi knowledge hai phir mere papa ne maruti zen kharidi phir aur kaam mila tab unhone mumbai mei ghar liya aur maruti wagon R kharidi aur mumbai mei FIAT UNO kharidi waise hamara ghar delhi mei hai ok phir unhe acha kaam mila tab papa ne honda city kharidi n then unhone mumbai ke liye swift kharidi aj mere papa jha baithe hai woh unki apni mehnat hai unhone kisi ka saath nahi liya mai papa ke baare mei pure tarike se baad mei batata hu ok, to mai kha par tha ha maine BCA mei admission liya aur third sem mei aake maine basic padana shuru kar diya waha ek ladki ne mujhe pasand karti thi tab mujhe nahi pata tha phir diwali party ke baad maine ek ladki ko propose kiya par hamare bich sirf 2 din tak baate hui phir mujhe pata chal gaya ki mujhe kaun si ladki pasand karti hai us waqt mai pyar ke baare mei itna nahi janta tha kyuki maine kisi se pyar kiya tha school time se par usne mujhe nai kiya lekin jab maine us ladki se baat kari jo BCA mei mujhe pasand karti thi usne mujhe ha kar diya maine usse baat kari usne mujhse baat kari hum dono ek dusre ko pasand karne lage phir usne mujhe apni school friend se milaya jo uski dost lagti hi nahi thi use mai bilkul pasand nahi aaya tha shayad use lagta tha ki smartness hi sab kuch hai meri janu ne mujhe pasand kiya mere nature se meri aadat se mai bhi us ladki ko buhut pasand karta hu par mai shayad bhul gaya tha kai mai dikhne mei acha nahi hu par meri janu ne mujhe kabhi ehsaas nahi karaya ki mai dikhne mei kaisa hu aur use apni khubsurti pe jara bhi ghamand nahi tha phir ek din achanak uske mann mei baat aa gai ki mum pa nahi manenge maine samjhaya ki maan jayenge mai mehnat karunga mai kuch banke dikhaunga par woh nahi maani mujhe buhut gussa aa gaya maine gusse mei uske sath buhut galat behave kiya jo mujhe nai karna chahiye tha maine use dhamki di ki mai apke ghar aa jaunga mai gusse mei kuch bhi kar sakta hu mujhe khud nahi pata hota phir woh mere paas wapis aa gayi phir 2 din baad uski wahi friend institute aayi aur mujhe buhut gaaliya di mai chupchap sunta raha mere mann mei bas yehi tha ki meri jaanu ke ghar mei bt na pahuch jaye phir meri jaanu ne mujhe niche bhej diya par niche jaate hi meri tabiyat kharab ho gai mujhe chota sa paralysis ka attack aa gaya mere andar yehi aadat hai agar kisi ko apna bna lu to usse juda nai ho sakta phir mujhe hospital le gaye sabko meri buhut chinta ho gai thi aur tab meri jaanu bilkul akeli ho gai thi sabne use buhut bura bhala bola woh bichari kiske paas jati uske paas koi nahi tha ki koi uski baat sune mere paas to sab log the saare institute wale the par woh bichari itna royi kyuki use laga uski wajah se yeh sab hua hai usne buhut control kiya apne ap ko samhala bina kisi sahare ke jo buhut mushkil hota hai uske mann mei bhut baate thi par woh kisi ko bhi nahi keh sakti thi woh apni family ke saamne hasti rahi par mann hi mann tension ho rhi thi woh apna dard kisi se nahi keh sakti thi phir woh ladki mere paas wapis aa gayi us waqt mujhe lagta tha ki usne mujhe meri bimari ki wajah se haa kari hai lekin us ladki ne mujhe bharosa dilaya ki woh sach mei mujhse pyar karti hai mujhe bhi lagne laga ki sach mei woh mujhe true love karne lagi hai dhere dhere time nikalta gaya hamara rishta acha hota gaya sab kuch acha ho raha tha phir woh hamesha meri buhut care karti thi aur shayad ab bhi karti hai par jab use mere pyar ki jarurat thi tab mujhe apna entertainment jyada acha lagta tha mujhe rat ko neend bhi jaldi aati thi woh bichari roj rat ko buhut roti thi mujhe ehsaas nai hua aur maine usse ignore kiya kyuki mujhe lagta tha woh mere piche padi rhti hai phir ek din uski dadi ne kaha ki unhe uski shaadi smart ladke se karani hai aur ha usne mujhe valentine pe itna sundar gift diya jo mujhe koi nahi de sakta par patani uska mann badlne laga usko lagne laga uski aur meri shaadi nahi hogi aur tb mujhe us galti ka ehsaas hua jo maine usko ignore kiya tha mai bhi aaj bhut rota hu ab use raat ko neend aati hai aur mai rota rehta hu usne mere liye itna kuch kiya jo koi nahi kar sakta usne mera nature dekhke mujhe pyar kiya mujhe kabhi ehsaas nahi hone diya ki mai dikhne mei kaisa hu aur woh kaisi hai aj mujhe bhuk bhi nahi lagti aur ab mai itna pachta raha hu ki mai buhut mujhe jis ladki ne mere liye itna risk liya woh mujhse bt karne ke liye bhut risk leti thi jisne mujhe sab kuch dia maine uske liye kuch bhi nai kiya mujhe buhut dukh hota hai ki mai uske liye kuch bhi nahi kar paya use khush bhi nai rakh paya, par aj maine ek galat harkat aur kari jb uske msg ka reply nahi aaya to maine use black mail bhi kiya kyuki mujhe buhut jyada gussa aa raha tha mai apne ap ko marna chahta hu par nai kar sakta mujhe kuch hua to meri janu bilkul akeli ho jayegi ab usne mujhe kaha hai use time chahiye aur ab maine soch liya hai ki mai koshish karunga ki mujhe gussa na aaye aur ma hi depress hounga kyuki jab mai dipression mei ho jata hu to meri tabiyat kharab hone lagti hai jiski wajah se meri janu ki tabiyat bhi kharab ho jaati hai ab maine use promise kiya hai ki mai use bilkul tang nahi karunga aur acha insaan banke dikhaunga bs mujhe ek bt samjh nahi aati ki smartness hi sab kuch hai uska kaam uska aim uska pyar koi maaine nai rakhta agar mai kamyab ho jata hu tb to meri janu mujhe mil sakti hai isliye mai koshish karunga ki mai apne aim mei kamyab hokar dikhaunga aur mujhe true love ka matlab samjh aa gaya hai iska matlab hota hai ki ap apne pyar ko pyar se hi manaya ja sakta hai agar ap kisi ko blackmail karke ya gussa karke wapis laoge to kabhi na kabhi chali jayegi aur agar woh mujhse pyar karti hai to mere paas jarur aayegi 100% aayegi bs uske mann mei mere liye thoda sa pyar hona chahiye agar woh mujhse thoda sa bhi pyar karti hai to woh mere sath rahegi aur aage chalkar mujhse shadi karne ki koshish jarur karegi bs mai itna janta hu ki mai apni janu se buhut pyar karta hu aur uske bina nahi reh paunga ab mai use sirf aur sirf apna pyar dikhaunga sirf pyar koi gussa nai koi jabardasti nai sirf pyar aur hamesha usse pyar karta rahunga I LOVE MY JAANU SO MUCH ab mujhe uska sirf intzaar karna hai chahe puri zindagi na lag jaye aur mai ise roj update karunga jo jo mere sath hoga aur jo mai karunga ok aur mujhe pata chalta rahega meri kya galtiya hai mai janta hu saari galti meri hi hogi par mai use sudharunga aj mujhe bhuk nai lag rhi ptani kyu ok mai baaki bd mei likhunga ok kal milte hai
aj 10 march 2009 hai aur maine apni jaanu se bhut pyar se baat kari hai aur mujhe lagta hai ki woh maan jayegi par time lagega
aj 13 march 2009 hai maine usse buhut pyar se baat karne ki koshish kari par mujhe uske chehre pe sirf majburi hi nazar aayi par mai kya karu mai usse nai bhul sakta mai kya karu mai majbur sa ho gaya hu mai kaam mei bhi mann lagane ki koshish kar kar rha hu aur laga bhi rha hu par mujhe aisa kyu lagta hai woh mujhe choddna chahti hai mai janta hu woh mujhse pyar karti hai par kyu darti hai woh kyu mai uske sab kuch kar rha hu aur karta rahunga par mai kya kru mai bardaash nai kar sakta ki woh mujhse dur ho jaye mai janta hu mere paas mere kaam ke alawa aur koi quality nai ho sakti par mai koshish kar rha hu ki apne ap ko thoda sa change karu aur kaam mei pura dhayan lagau par woh mujhse baat buhut kam karti hai woh kyu tension mei ji rhi hai plz mai go se yehi dua karta hu agar maine uska dil dukhya hai to woh mujhe uske liye badi se badi saza de par plz meri janu ko mujhse dur na kare mai usse dur nai reh sakta agar koi buhut sundar ladki hai to iska yeh matlab to nai hota ki use koi handsome ladka hi khush rakh sakta hai. agar koi sundar ladki ek normal ladke se pyar karti hai aur woh ladka bhi usse pyar karta hai to kya unki shaadi nai ho sakti, apne saathi ko khush rakhne ke liye pyar ki jarurat hoti hai smartness ki nahi aur agar mera kaam buhut acha ho gaya aur mai ache se stand ho gaya to kya itna kaafi nai hai usse shadi karne ke liye, mai us ladki se buhut pyar karta hu mai use buhut khush bhi rakhunga mai janta hu usko aur apne ap ko hum dono kaafi hai ek dusre ke liye hum puri life buhut pyar se jina chahte hai aur mai apne business mei jaldi se jaldi stand hona chahta hu taaki uske gharwale jab uski shadi ki bat kare to mai is layak ban jau ki mai use aram se khush rakh saku, waise to pyar life mei jaruri hai par jaha tak mujhe lagta hai paisa bhi buhut jarurat ki cheez hai hum apni saari jarurte paise se puri karte hai so mai janta hu life mei sirf pyar karne se kuch nai hota pyar ke saath hona chahiye ek acha kaam jisse mai apni wife ko apni puri family ko khush rakh saku isliye mai chahta hu ki mai jaldi se jaldi stand ho jau taaki ladki ke gharwalo ko kuch kehna ka mauka na mile aur mai yeh bhi chahta hu ki jab tak mai kaam mei ache se stand nai ho jata tab tak meri janu mujhse ache se behave kare mai use tension mei nai dekh sakta kyuki jab woh tension mei hoti hai mujhe gussa aata hai aur mai use kuch keh deta hu aur uska mud kharab ho jata hai mai janta hu ki mai aur meri janu buhut khush rahenge par plz ap log pray kariye ki mai apne kaam mei stand ho jau aur meri shaddi meri janu se ho jaye mai uske jitna khush reh sakta hu kisi ke saath nai reh sakta mai usse buhut pyar karta hu aur woh bhi karti hai bas ek baar hamari shadi ho jaye phir to puri life sirf masti se guzregi aur baaki bate baad mei bataunga ok n plz pray for me plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...................... I LOVE HER SO MUCH thanks ok see you later

aj 14 march 2009 hai meri janu ne kal mujhse buhut ache se baat kari thi hum buhut khush the maine usse buhut ache se baate kari pyar kiya par thodi si tu tu mai mai ho gai kya kare jaha pyar hota hai waha ladai bhi hoti hai par mai jaan bhujkar nai karta phir humne raat ko ache baat kari uske baad patani kaise hamari ladai ho gai aur isse jyada mai nai bta sakta bas itna hi kahunga ki buhut bada panga hone wala tha bhagwan hamare sath kya game khel rha hai hum dono ek dusre se itna pyar karne ke baad bhi aisa hota hai what i do i love her koi ni bhagwan sab thik kar dega. ab sham ho gai hai mai tang aa gaya hu tension le le ke mai kya karu mujhe kuch samjh nai aata mai khud bhi tension mei rehta hu aur use bhi rakhta hu, yeh tension buhut buri chez hai yeh hum dono mei se kisi ko bhi kha jayegi isliye maine socha ki mai ek baar uske gharwalo se baat karke dekhu mai janta hu mai abhi pure sahi tarike se stand nai ho paya hu par mai use baitha ke khila sakta hu mai janta hu mai chahta hu ki mai uski mum se ya uske pa se puchke dekhu mujhe nai pata yeh sahi hai ya galat par mujhe apni jaanu ki tension kam karni hai mai kaise karu bhagwan meri madad karo plz mai use khush dekhna chahta hu mai aur kuch nai janta yeh jaruri to nai hai ki uske pa mana hi karenge par kya karu mujhe kuch samjh nai aa rha abhi meri janu ne mujhe wait karne ke liye kaha hai ki woh mujhe call karegi ab dekhte hai uska call aaya ya nai



25 march 2009
ab tak halat bhut jyada kharab ho gai hai par mai kya karu phir bhi maine ab usse promise kar liya hai ki kuch nai karunga thik hai mai nai karunga par mai ab kya karu woh ladki mere paas kabhi nai aayegi mai hamesha ke liye akela ho gaya hu aur mai kuch nai kar sakta bilkul akela ho gaya uski mum ne itni achi tarah samjhaya par mera gussa kaabu mei nai aaya ab jab mera gussa thik ho gaya hai tab bhi woh mere paas nai aa rahi bas ab mai yehi dua karunga ki woh jaha bhi rahe khush rahe aur use mujhse jyada pyar karne wala husband mile aur kuch nai chahta par meri galti mere liye hi jahar ban gai hai koi ni uska manna hai pyar ka mtlab apne pyar ko khush dekhna hai aur dekhte hai aage life mei kya hota hai mai koshish kar rha hu jaldi hi stand ho jau par duniya ki sabse achi ladki khodi maine mai is layak hu hi nai mujhe achi ladki naseeb ho baaki jo naseeb mei hai wahi hoga par naseeb se roti nai khai jati mehnat se kahi jati hai aage dekhte hai kya hota hai ok.........................

4 april 2009

Ab mai kya karu sab kuch kho diya bas ab aakhri aas us ladki se hai jisse maine buhut pyar kiya hai aur karta rahunga bas meri ek problem hai ki mai usse dur nai reh sakta agar woh mujhe na mili to mai sach mei mar jaunga par marne se pehle itna jarur karke jaunga ki mai uske liye kya kar sakta hu maine sabse upar 2 image lagai hai jo mera offer letter company ki taraf se aur mera salary package jo company ne starting salary package diya hai mai batana chahta hu ki mera job karne ka bilkul mann nai tha par ab mere paas aur koi rasta nai bacha mere papa meri help kar rahe the mere business mei par ab woh koi institute open nahi karwa rahe par mai apni janu ke liye tab bhi puri koshish karunga ki mai use dikha saku ki mai kya kar sakta hu mai mehnat karunga sirf aur sirf apni janu se shadi karne ke liye mai job bhi karubga aur apne computer ke kaam ko bhi aage badaunga aur jo coaching center open hone wala hai use bhi dekhunga bas mai kuch nai chahta bas itna chahta hu waqt aane pe meri janu mera saath de plz plz mai sab kuch kar rha hu par sab kuch milne ke baad agar meri janu nai mili to mai kuch nai kar paunga mai kisi aur se kabhi shadi nai kar paunga plz meri janu mujhe samjhne ki koshish karo maine apse sach mei pyar kiya hai par gusse mei na jaane kya ho jata hai plz janu mera saath de dena mai yeh sab kuch apke liye kar rha hu agar in future koi pareshani hoti hai to mai ek ghar banalunga jisme hamari choti si duniya hogi apki mum ne kaha tha na ki ek apna ghar hona chahiye ek gaadi honi chahiye mai sab kuch apke naam se kharidunga plz janu mai apse buhut jyada pyar karta hu mai apke bina nai reh sakta plz ho sake to waqt aane pe mera saath dena aur mujhe kisi bhi tarah se bas itna bta dena ki ap meri love story pad rahe ho plz aisa na ho ap pad hi nai rhe ho plz janu plz apne kaha tha na ki buhut mota ho gaya hu ab dekh lena meri kamar 30 ho gai hai ap kahoge to mai aur kam kar dunga plz janu ji maine apke sath rehne ke liye sab kuch kar rha hu thoda sa ap bhi kar dena plz mai apko hamesha buhut khush rakhunga plz janu plz mera saath de dena ok bye aage likhta rahunga aur ha meri salary hai Rs.10,141 (ten thousand one hundred forty one) per month ok bye